I recently did a photo shoot, something I’ve been putting off for a while. I’ve never had the confidence before to properly attempt portrait photography. I surprised myself, I had a lot of fun taking the images and then post-production actually went to plan…for once. I feel like I’ve got somewhere, like I’ve had a breakthrough. Lifestyle photography is definitely the way I want to go in the future. The style is a lot more…me. I love my Canon, but desperately want an upgrade, saving has started. However, the Sony A6000 definitely outperformed my rather outdated 650D. Everything about the…
5 months into 2019 and so far it’s been a weird one. I’ve lost my way countless times and gone into dark places but also there have been several glimpses of light too.
I’m not sure what it is, but I can’t seem to get any of my pictures right.
To me, they all don’t look right. Maybe I’m being too picky, maybe I’m overlooking something majorly but something isn’t right.
I’ve been quiet for a while…again. I am in the process of writing a blog post about my depression and the past few months but it is taking considerably longer than planned.
Anyway, I’ve been trying to find my own style of photography, and a new way of editing my images. Pretty sure that’s going to be an ongoing process. Is that normal? I hope so. I’ve been trying out a few different things some have worked, other I hated.
A lot has changed in 17 years but not a day goes by I don’t think about you Mum and how much I miss you. There are so many things I want to share with you, but can’t. So many things I’ll never get to experience.
January is always hard for me. My mental health always takes a big hit.
Every year it is the same thing, but I hold onto the knowledge that bad moods and dark thoughts don’t last. This year is a bit different, it’s my first working through it. It’s a different experience having to mentally try and control myself whilst somewhat putting on an impression of “i’m fine”.
Happy New Year! 10 days late but hey!
I’ve started this year of in a lot better way than last, I’ve ditched the idea of a 365, that didn’t work for me. Only managed to stress myself out so this year I’ve gone with the general, sweeping resolution of “get better”.