One of Those Slower Weeks
After a semi relaxing week off, this one has been quite different. I’ve had so many ups and downs, it’s been a week of change.
Taking Life With Some Ups and Downs
1 year has flown by, it’s so strange to imagine life any differently now though. So much has changed for us all and honestly, I don’t know where time has gone, but I know I wouldn’t change anything.
Time Flies
They say time flies when you’re having fun. I’ve not really picked up the camera for a while now. Not particularly out of choice, more out of a lack of time. I’ve just started a new job so that’s taking up the majority of my headspace at the moment. I’ve always enjoyed started something new but struggle getting my brain to catch up. It’s like an involuntary fear that sometimes likes to creep back in. I’m always so tired at the moment so I’m sort of stuck in a rut of work, home, sleep, work, home, sleep and repeat. At…
Ups and Downs
5 months into 2019 and so far it’s been a weird one. I’ve lost my way countless times and gone into dark places but also there have been several glimpses of light too.
A Quick One
This is going to be another short post. Becoming a more regular thing that these posts are brief.
I’ve found it’s difficult to create a work/photography/blog balance recently, an issue I never thought I’d have. I mean I’m glad I have that issue now going from being unemployed for so long to now busy busy busy. It is difficult to find the motivation to create new blog posts and even go out to take some pictures. This is something I’ll just have to work on, somehow.
Autumn Photos and A Career
“I really should make a blog post”. “…maybe I should write something”. Both thoughts that have gone through my head a lot since my last post. I keep saying to myself that I need to write something, the whole point of this blog was to get thoughts out and share my life. I haven’t done that though. I’d say I’ll do a better job but I think I know by now not to make promises, it’s best just going with the flow. I’ve been in a better mood recently, which sometimes, okay most times, leads to a dramatic down feeling….
“It could be the weather”
Whenever the weather changes I feel more irritable and down.
Everyone Is Entitled To An Opinion About Mental Health…
Everyone is entitled to an opinion……however there’s a time and place to air it.
Drained and Exhausted
Drained and exhausted. Two words that sum up a depressive period.
I’ve not been feeling too well the past few days which of course can have an effect on everything else. On top of that today I received some news which wasn’t exactly welcome. Both of these things have brought about my most recent bout of depression and feeling drained.
The End of 365 Days
I feel like I’ve failed. I’m getting closer and closer to making the decision to stop doing the Project365. I can’t see myself being able to do 365 days of photos anymore.
I’ve lost all motivation to take/edit a photo every day. In all honesty, the 365 challenge is doing the opposite of what I intended it to do. I had hoped the project would help me find enjoyment in photography again and would allow me to improve my mental health. As it stands right now, my photos are suffering and I’m feeling pretty self-conscious again.