They say time flies when you’re having fun.

I’ve not really picked up the camera for a while now. Not particularly out of choice, more out of a lack of time. I’ve just started a new job so that’s taking up the majority of my headspace at the moment. I’ve always enjoyed started something new but struggle getting my brain to catch up. It’s like an involuntary fear that sometimes likes to creep back in.

I’m always so tired at the moment so I’m sort of stuck in a rut of work, home, sleep, work, home, sleep and repeat. At this point sitting in front of screen fiddling about in Lightroom is the last thing I want to do be doing. I’m seriously hoping that once I’m settled a bit more I’ll have more energy.

I’m also back in the rut of not being able to concentrate. Does anyone else get like this? Start doing something then have to stop pretty much immediately? I want to play all sorts of games again but haven’t quite got the willpower, it’s irritating.

As I type this I’ve got a list/plan for the website but do I have the energy to start doing anything about it? Nope. I don’t. This is honestly one of the worst parts of any mental health related thing…the not being able to do stuff. I feel like there is always a drain on my thought process.

I’ll be back sooner rather than later.

– Rachael